and i hope this makes you happy now

for the past few weeks its been feeling like, well i dont know. it just feels different. it feels as if, you dont care for me as much anymore, well not as much as you used to. and now, you used to tell me those three words everyday for no reason, just because you wanted to say it. and i believed you meant it when you said it. but now, you dont bother to say it to me anymore, i have to ask you if you do just to hear it. and i bet that when you do tell me those three words, you dont mean it. or, not as much anymore, or at all. and i guess with the fact we dont talk, it makes matters worse? i dont know anymore. im too afraid to say anything. and im sure you've noticed that. i dont want to lose what we have right now, and im afraid that if i say something, i might be the one who gets you mad, causing you to end it. im just afraid of what ill do, but you know ill let you call the shots, im a hopeless romantic and its true, ill do whatever you say. you can end it now if you want. but i guess for now all i can think of is, is this flame we had burning out? please dont let it. . . :L